Thought Disorder

Thursday, May 29, 2008

2315 miles away from home

Mm, I'm very unprepared for the trip. Look at the massive amount of homework! Look at lunwen! (CRY CRY CRY ): ) Look at the days of my first week of holiday having insufficient sleep!

K I SHALL FRET WHEN I COME BACK.

5:24 PM

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Scent

I've found this really really really x100000 nice, addictive smell that I'm hooked onto! It's from a perfume, Fantasy by Britney Spears. I always test out perfumes at departmental stores whenever I visit them with my mom, it's sort of my hobby or something? Eccentric hobby huh! Smells make me happy, just like how Zhiqian and I get 'high' when we smell Hong Lan. Weird, but it's a fact. I'm going to smell the strip of paper with the extremely pleasant-smelling perfume repeatedly and I'm going to bring it with me when I go over to HK/China this Friday.

Come to think of it, I've been so preoccupied with CO practices that I've clean forgotten about homework and super damn mega extraordinary important LUNWEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I seriously hope I don't die doing lunwen because I'm having major problems reading the Chinese books that I've borrowed ): (FYI I fell asleep reading 10 pages whilst looking after the instruments on Open House day) And I need to contact my teacher, but I have absolutely no idea what I'm going to say to her. Hmmm.

Talk about reliving the Secondary days. I'll just whole-heartedly, yet reluctantly, attend CO practices daily. Throw away homework woes. Throw away all academic matters. Forget that it's the holidays. But I was thinking today, wow 4 years plus have passed. Incredible. In retrospect, I've survived so many, almost countless numbers of CO camps that stretch from morning to late afternoon, many of which leave me emotionally and mentally drained. It's a highly laudable feat considering how CO is very demanding, technically and emotionally.

These few days were just...CO CO and more CO. I'm truly dying of boredom and boredom and more boredom. (For example I almost fell asleep playing some song that had slack allowance) It's so cool to be a senior though. In the past I used to think the seniors were god-like pro. I wonder if the juniors think I'm pro too. Well I'm not, duh. Mary kept chiding the juniors today for making the entire strings section sound messy, and she kept urging them to learn from us seniors. I was wondering if they ought to learn from us. Because based on our standards and all, I don't reckon we're able to match up with the previous batches of seniors that we, previously as juniors, had learned from. They were really good. All of them. Not one was lousy. But we're...not as good as our seniors. I'm still not playing well for the fast parts. As well as qizou. Please I'm so going to shrivel up and die in front of the audience when we perform our actual qizou on stage for the coming overseas performances. Zero confidence. Zero memory. Zero skills. And mm Mary is probably too harsh on the juniors because I think we were exactly like them when we were in Sec 2! She's probably desperate.

Sec 2 seems so far away suddenly! Time really knows how to fly.

By the way, I hate jixun (Secret!!!!!)

2/3 of jixun: SURVIVED. Way to go! I survived for so many years after all, this is chicken feet!

I love my Sec 4 juniors though. They're really fun people :) And I shall go smell the very nice strip of paper now and gear up for the very last day of jixun tomorrow. Goodbye.

12:12 AM

11:34 PM

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Maniacal

I swear today was the craziest day I've ever had. Like for Open House! How ridiculous can it get. There were so many hiccups and all and we were all caught unaware like frozen deer in headlights. Oh but it all ended, thankfully. Phew!

K so as usual I was late in the morning because I was dilly-dallying at home, taking a long time to get myself out of the house. Rushed to school and walked superbly fast to school (sweat as though I ran 2.4 km!) So open house started in a blur...I was talking to parents and answering their 'general' queries on CO and many a time, on school. There was this parent that I remember distinctly. She really bombarded me with a gamut of questions, ranging from CO musical lessons, the teachers, the conductor, to school transportation, academics and all. She was so amusing because she exclaimed that she enjoyed the "session" with me and she was "extremely impressed" (with our very magnificent bianzhong haha!) Or perhaps I was convincing! I think I talked to her for more than 15 minutes because by the end of it, I was so thirsty that I drank so much water for the rest of the day. For the entire day, I'd drank one packet of Milo, one packet of Vitasoy, one packet of sugarcane juice, one packet of grass jelly water and a lot of plain water from my bottle. The liquids that went down my throat seemed to disappear in a matter of minutes!

Lunch came and there were some unforeseen changes in the programmes so I went over to Ghim Moh to help Liqin bring A HUNDRED packets of food back. We were left stranded there because there were 10 huge plastic bags worth of food, and it was impossible to carry them all by ourselves back to school even though it's just a stone's throw away. Each bag weighed a ton and it was bound to kill us. Mm and so we waited for help. We waited and waited, got real thirsty, bought sugarcane juice, and decided that waiting wasn't the solution. Decided to take a cab back to school. At this historical moment, Shilun appeared, but we still took a cab back lah. (We were still powerless in number!)

In a frenzy to unload the 10 huge bags of food from the boot, we left the whole bag of utensils and green chili in the cab.

And Liqin and I almost died because when we found out (gasp!), we were ordered to run back to Ghim Moh to get utensils. So we ran. And when we got there, Liqin received a call from Sieweng saying that, 'Oh we've gotten utensils, you all can walk back slowly'.

Bongs.

That gave us another chance to buy a huge packet of grass jelly water though. I hate the weather kthx.

After having lunch, we sat around, feeling very exhausted from all the hullabaloo. My biological clock was acting up again. I felt so drained and sleepy, like how I always feel from 2-5 pm every day, particularly evident when I'm mugging. But in no time, open house ended in a blur. We cleared up the necessary stuff, but were unable to move the instruments back to the CO room in fear of disrupting the practice and offending ttk. Mm so Suyun and I stayed behind to look after the instruments (especially the very expensive bianzhong: we had to ward thieves off!) Gave us a good chance to pon practice actually (: I was reading a Chinese book slightly related to my lunwen topic, but after reading 10 pages of it s.l.o.w.l.y. , I promptly fell asleep on the canteen table...and woke up with a sharp pain in my leg because it was numb. xD

And we had briefing for the trip till 6 + pm and I left at 7 + pm to meet my parents who were at the Expo.

Gosh I'm so tired. I've to start gearing up entertainment facilities for the upcoming trip! And packing as well. I'll worry about lunwen and homework at a later date (ps: Hong Lan saw me today and was like, the thesis is due next term hor! ) Till then.

11:10 PM

Friday, May 23, 2008

Everything looks so dark from here

Dread at the beginning of the week, only to find that the week flew past so quickly! It's scary how time flies, eh. It has almost been a week since the scholars left. Come back home soon!!! Mm and I predict holidays are going to be travelling at bullet train speed seeing how my schedule for the next few days are already jammed pack (with crap stuff that I hate).

Update on school: I got a big fat E for Chemistry.

Frankly speaking I'm satisfied, and I'm speaking from the bottom of my heart. I've more or less accepted my fate, like from the time when I was doing the paper? I knew I'd be so screwed, I'd get a U or something. So this is pretty above expectations I guess. Give myself a pat on the back! :D And yesterday my mom asked me if I'd gotten back any common test results or anything but I denied. Can't imagine her distorted facial expression when she learns that I got an E for Chemistry D: When I told her I "confirm guarantee plus chop" die for Chem, she was like, "But you have tuition what! He never teach you meh?! Go and scold your tuition teacher!" I was like, what?! How can you blame my tuition teacher when the fault lies in me. Never knew my mom was so narrow-minded. Damn typical Singaporean. Seems like she needs a new saw to open up her mind.

I'll work even harder from now then.

Yiwei and Gary can really read my mind on selecting the best birthday gifts. They're the new Elmo family members! :) I'll carry the kiddo Elmo bag someday. Yes someday. When I grow up, I'll buy a nice wooden cabinet to display my Elmo collection- there are so many of them that they are already starting to fall off the top of my bookshelf!

Mm and second update on school: Today is Mr. Lim's last day teaching us. I daresay I learnt so much from him for these two terms, and he's really one effective teacher, making things look much more simpler and much more understandable (unlike the lectures xD ) So here's farewell and all the best for the future! And a ginormous THANK YOU from all of us.

K there's open house tomorrow I hope I don't die of boredom and heat. Sweat sweat sweat.

9:29 PM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Trying to be objective it probably the solution to everything, including emotions.

I miss Zhiqian FT Candis Shining like crazy abcjkldefqrsxyz

I'm going to try to be objective, like how ideal individuals operate.

Tennis training was superb, I must say. Few attended so we could really practise more and get comments (usually negative) from coach. The game is so enjoyable, yet tiring. I need to do more training on my own! For service and front strokes.

Other than that, I hate school like F now it's like putting a knife through my heart. Fighting it like a warrior already rendered me half-dead as I sit in classrooms and lecture halls like an expressionless cardboard.

2 more days and I'll bid goodbye to the school population.

9:13 PM

Monday, May 19, 2008

Life has been ever so normal

There's this feeling in me that keeps deceiving me that I'm already in the midst of the June holidays. Nice.

Tomorrow, when I get back to school, I'll be subjected to the routines that I've been ever so familiar with. I always forget them when I switch off and relish in pure slacking. Oh well but the genuine holidays are coming in a few days' time! Waha. :D I just need to endure school for such a short period of time. Anyway my 4 days of pseudo-holidays were spent watching dramas, going for tuitions (I have this tendency to fall asleep during Chem tuition omgosh omgosh), going for (useless and damn time-wasting) practices, and continually thinking that they have already left Singapore for a week! K not really. It's only a few days but it felt like a week has passed. Rrr and I was contemplating whether the decision to go for the trip was a rational one. Because judging from how discrimination works, I'll just be a stone and stone there. Get what I mean? I feel it so sharply like a slap in my face. Plus the tiring practices that I've to undergo, I really hate it.

Then again, I really need to get away from my mundane insipid humdrum existence. Mmm.

This machine works with no purpose.

10:32PM

10:18 PM

Friday, May 16, 2008

My day was fruitful (I think)

PW in the early morning, plus lots of digression in between and the lack of motivation. Mmm rushed back to Hougang to meet up with Candis, Feltay, Sheajean (Stella was there as well) to have a haircut after growing...half a year of thick, shapeless long hair. And then Feltay Candis and I went to have Ajisen Ramen at HG Mall (Uh I'd it yesterday with Yiwei and Jenny and I think I'm getting increasingly bored of it. Plus broke as well. Student meal FTW anyway) Some MediaCorp celebrities/crew were filming a food variety show there. Like I think we were in the film too because they were filming at the table behind us. (!!!) Deliberate or not deliberate? They probably needed some background people to make the area look less empty. I will never tune in to that show because I wouldn't want to see how we look on TV. I shall make it a point not to watch TV from 8-9pm aka the variety show slot. Srsly hope no one sees it. Lots of curious onlookers were crowding around the area so we hurriedly slipped out. What a coincidence, but overall it was a cool experience! :D

Went to FEP to get their eyebrows trimmed while I just hung around, doing nothing. Well it's their last day in Singapore after all. One month in China is going to render them psychotic. But I'll definitely miss them a lot. I'll be pretty lonely in the morning, and for the entire Week 10 because Zhiqian isn't going to be around too. One month will pass very quickly, no?

Anyway, I'm jumping at every chance to slack now. I mean I'm entirely slacking: I haven't unpacked my schoolbag from Thursday's examination and my room is devastated. Every time I reach home, I'll just throw my bag into my room and flop onto the bed. Or I'll use the computer till the wee hours of the morning. Because I know when I get back to school next week, it'll be lessons lessons lessons, homework homework homework, stress stress stress. The entire cycle will repeat again, especially when the June holidays end. Promos will come soon and I'll die an even horrible death. Therefore, conclusion is: I MUST SLACK TO THE MAX NOW :D

K you know what I shall go feed my drama needs now by reading detailed synopsis and I'm pissed that I don't know how to operate torrents and subtitle files. Annoying!!! I shall patiently wait for MySoju to be the nice guy :)

By the way my neck's much better but still bad. Candis the very qualified massager displayed some of her skills on my neck today and there were 3 very painful spots. One was "pain-pain". Second was "sharp pain". Third was "nice pain". Overall I'm still in pain. Mm Neckikapped, as coined by Yiwei kthxbye.

10:42PM

10:16 PM

Spelling trouble

I've just checked my email inbox and I've received an email from my Dongzhou buddy saying that "颐林,你知道吗,我通过了学校的选拔,暑假里可以来了,选拔好严格呢,先要考英文,然后还要考口语,还有才艺展示.幸好我可以来了."

Oh no does this spell trouble!!!!!!!!! I DON'T WANT TO HOST AGAIN LAH PLEASE. WHAT THE HECK.

Shall continue this entry later.

7:15PM

7:13 PM

Here comes the sudden surge of drama zest!

I so wish someone will do the english subs for Last Scandal NOW because I've just read almost 8-9 episodes synopsis and I really think it's a super great drama. Unfortunately it's a pretty new drama, and I acknowledge that. Think it just finished airing in Korea? Grr life would be much easier if I knew Korean and Japanese (although I do know an insignificant portion having quit Jap class at the end of Sec 3. Damn regretful!) Talk about being multilingual!

And my neck is in a pretty bad condition. It's stiff, painful and distorted. I wished I had a neck cast.

1:00AM

12:54 AM

Thursday, May 15, 2008

BAD NECK DAY

I'VE A SPRAINED NECK AND I'M IN TREMENDOUS AGONY. I HATE TURNING MY HEAD NOW. MY NECK IS SLANTED AND MY HEAD IS TILTED TO THE RIGHT. I DID MY MATH EXAM WITH MY SPRAINED NECK THOUGH, DESPITE THE PAIN. GOOD GRACIOUS. I'M GOING TO SEE IF SLEEPING WILL HELP HEAL THE NECK NOW. GOOD NIGHT

3:09PM

3:07 PM

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

I'm so hilarious- I'm surfing Facebook and not revising for Math.

People have changed by a lot, in terms of looks and lives! We started off from the exact same point. We journeyed the same path. But we're all so different now.

(I secretly harbour a nagging feeling that's telling me that Math is going to be bad tomorrow)

Secret.

9:26PM

9:18 PM

Thursday is just a day away! :D

Chemistry was SO HORRIBLE today. Whilst doing the structured and free response questions, I was questioning myself: What if I get a big fat zero for this paper? Hmmm. The questions were virtually impossible to do. Upon flipping over to see the first question of Section B, I was left stunned...so I skipped that question. And I was stunned again, and again and again and again. Absolutely horrible. And 30 min to do 20 MCQs is insane. I tikam-ed many because they said that time was up. The questions were tedious and just plain crazy.

However I felt pretty neutral, knowing that I left many questions blank, and wrote rubbish for many. Because I didn't study reeeeeally hard, and the paper was meant to be a killer. I'd a feeling that I'd die even before the paper started. So yeah. Let's move on with life.

Econs was pretty bad as well. I chose the wrong essay question so I couldn't really run any points for the 15 mark question. So I was cursing under my bated breath while trying to concoct some random points for that particular question. Damn.

What a day.

But it's all over now - the worst two days of my life. (I'd CSC exam for about 4 hours yesterday and I almost died of writing, srsly. I think there were about 5000 words in all? And many many pages...) And so I feel relaxed now. Told you I kept treating this as a series of lecture tests!!

THURSDAY_IS_JUST_TOMORROW.

5:56 PM

Monday, May 12, 2008

Oh my god I'm super scared I can feel my heart jump out of its cradle I can close my eyes and imagine how stuck I'm going to be when I look at the questions for GP and CSC tomorrow I can reread and re-memorise the information for CSC but somehow it won't stay in my brain I can feel my skull cracking and my brain falling off only to be held by a few wires I feel insecure because I feel so unprepared for CSC and rumours have it that GP is going to be a killer paper.

10:59 PM

I hate being old.

Happy birthday to Shining (Fellow P lover! And gossip monger!) and Mr. Chia (Math tuition teacher of 6 years!).

Happy birthday to me. I hope my parents get me a huge cake so I can eat cake via spoon and mug mug mug at the same time.

Happy birthday to Bengoh yesterday.

Happy birthday to Nat the day before yesterday.

PS: I've shifted my camp site to the area in front of the TV now. Darn.

Yours truly needs some catalyst to speed up the mugging process.

"Books + Study + Brains - > Preparation for the exams"

Mug like crazy mug like shit mug like hardcore mug like ownage mug mug mug.

I'M GOING TO RENT DVDS THIS THURS AFTER MATH BECAUSE I CAN'T CURB THE TEMPTATION ANY LONGER! (Eddie Peng's really cute waha :D )

12:50AM

12:43 AM

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Day Two

Oh no, my camp is rolling down the mountain like a helpless ball. Wahaha. Something inside me is coaxing me into slacking because "I'm feeling tired", and my mom and dad will also go, "take a nap lah". Sometimes I look at my schedule and think, oh look I'm sticking to schedule, I can finish studying!!! But sometimes I'll be like, I think I've a lot to study and I'm progressing at snail's pace. Because under my schedule I only listed down the newer chapters to mug. Say production and costs for Econs. Other than that, the rest of the chapters are lazily chucked into one category that says: RECAP. I'm an authentic winner, oh gosh.

I hope "recapping" goes smooth-sailing, since I've already studied+memorised+drilled those chapters into my head.........many weeks ago.

I'm probably not used to taking Mid-Year exams, that's all.

When I first heard that our common tests start on 12th of May (my birthday), I was like, huh! Mmm and it'd probably be demoralising if they had placed GP and CSC on that day. Because birthdays and failures don't match. Thankfully my exam slots are totally empty on Monday. I wouldn't want to give the alleged "birthday luck" a try. Imagine if it's a birthday misfortune instead! Ahhhh, no thanks.

11:26PM

11:26 PM

Knife in throat, flu bug in nose,

The most horrible feeling on Earth. Dry, painful throat + nose that is perpetually stuck and occasionally runny + freak ulcers at the most appropriate areas of my mouth. Feel the pain, yo. The good old flu jab from September last year seems to be wearing off, and I'm reliving the feeling of having a flu that usually persists for weeks. I hate the feeling. Before I went for the flu jab, the flu bug used to attack me once in every few weeks. Discomfort was such a familiar term then. And now, I'm reliving it. Pain, discomfort, coupled with the insane study camp...great.

What can I do to alleviate this pain? (Sounds cliche!) Mmm. I think I drank approximately 8 cups of water today but things probably deteriorated instead of taking a turn for the better. Grr. K I should probably apply Bonjela once in every 3 hours + eat panadol faithfully + drink more water + apply lip balm every second.

Anyway I was surfing DeviantArt just a moment ago and there was this ad that featured some graphic tee website and I thought it was pretty cool so I clicked on it. Indeed, the website stocks attractive pop-art-like graphic tees that featured celebrities way back from the 50s to current ones. What I've been looking for for dinosaur years! Plus, "no shipping charge- worldwide: FREE!" I was like, Woah this is one good deal!

Upon scrutinising, every shirt costs £17.99 = SGD 17.99 x 3.XX

Deceptive.

Well, I'm supposed to rummage through the wardrobe of my mind to churn out ideas/topics for my research essay now. My teacher phoned me just now. (FINALLY!) I told her about my idea for my essay topic, and she kind of rejected it, in a very indirect manner though. So yeah, back to square one. Must tap ideas from the brain and the net. And to concoct at least 3 topics by Sunday because she'll be phoning me again. Anyway um if the picture of her outside the General Office is what she really looks like in real life, I must say that her voice over the phone has a very Taiwan accent which I really like! :D And that makes me very reluctant to match that voice to the face. Not that I'm superficial, just that the voice sounds like it belongs to someone who's, young? (Well is she old? I'm not sure either!) Young, dynamic, quirky. I managed to pull off a pretty fluent conversation with her over the phone in Chinese. I must start learning how to speak Chinese fluently because I.Am.So.Disjointed.

Common tests are inching towards me! Hope everyone's studying well! (: Though I know we're not. I'd bet that 'unprepared' and 'die' are the two words that everyone would exclaim in unison. Hahaha, me too. I'm not studying well at all! How can I when I've such a disgusting flu. But I can't wait to get them over and done with, because I'm looking forward to the afterward events. (: I'll survive my study camp no matter what.

1.35AM

12:55 AM

Thursday, May 08, 2008

4D 5N Camp

Hello all, today is the start of my 4D 5N Study Camp @ my room. Basically I'm going to swallow thick stacks of lecture notes, tutorials, powerpoint slides, assignments and whatnot...and am going to try to have a knowledge vomit during the insane tests next week.

Best thing of all: My birthday on Monday will be a camp day. I predict that by then I'll have almost died of crazy shitass mugging. ): What a surreal feeling. After this study camp, I'll battle the common tests for 3 days, and on the last day I'll go to the library for another camp in order to start on my sources for my CSC research essay.

Looking forward to 15th May then! (Even though I'm reluctant to go to the library for a camp)

Good luck to all! (:

(I hereby declare the start of my study camp)

9:51PM

9:27 PM

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Timely

EVERYTHING just has to happen this week. Literature reviews, make-up tutorials, tuitions etc. All after school till late afternoon. I'm doing some weird revision on ppt for China's culture, which is supposed to be presented tomorrow. Sacrificing time to study for CTs ): Perhaps this is one form of revision, but it's probably useless, no? Looks like I've to work throughout the night again today. Actually I'm feeling anxious for CTs, but I'm not really mugging full-force to ease that anxiety. It feels like a mere series of lecture tests which I'll flop, cry over spilled milk, and then go "oh tomorrow will be a better day". No. Unfortunately it's the CTs we're looking at, and I'm not really progressing for revision. Gosh. Flop = DIE ):

Wanna burn my notes and books so badly. ): ): ):

10:11PM

9:46 PM

Sunday, May 04, 2008

FOOD IS EXPENSIVE

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Momo kid | Why 油 feel exasperated talking to 米 ? )= says:
GG
Momo kid | Why 油 feel exasperated talking to 米 ? )= says:
updating in progress - means price raising in progress
pluggged on <3 says:
oh no
pluggged on <3 says:
):
pluggged on <3 says:
but demand is price inelastic for us
pluggged on <3 says:
lol
Momo kid | Why 油 feel exasperated talking to 米 ? )= says:
hahahaha
Momo kid | Why 油 feel exasperated talking to 米 ? )= says:
i dno. there are many substitutes around~
pluggged on <3 says:
no there arent
Momo kid | Why 油 feel exasperated talking to 米 ? )= says:
and well it's a luxury good. if one day my pocket money more by $2, i think my demand will increase by more than proportionate
pluggged on <3 says:
unfortch my pocket money will not increase

We are feeling the pinch too.
(Side note: Good content for Econs article!)
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I managed to survive Shutdown Day 2008 (3rd May) thanks to the Touch. I mean the videos I've previously uploaded onto the Touch. :D I'm cheating right.

The weekend is ending. I'm tres sad. Still in a very lala-mood, queer for a time like this. CTs are a week away! Omgosh hyperventilates, *but continues to slack*

Next Friday is a school-declared study break. Hello? And there's CO, which is made compulsory. What the heck. I'm so not going. I'm not even obliged to go for the trip in the first place, and "the practice next Friday is compulsory"?! They don't even consider the Year 5s' predicament. Common tests start on 12th May and there's COMPULSORY CO practice the week on the 9th?! I'm so ponning please. And all the practices are so boring, what's the point. We played 6 easy songs, one hour for each, last Friday and it almost killed me. All to cater to the juniors' needs. What about us seniors who have played the songs many a time and we could chant the songs like mantras.

Ugh.

11:43 AM

Friday, May 02, 2008

The day of the week is here again.

Friday Friday Friday Friday Friday! :D Simply the best day! I love it when the dismissal bell rings at 1.45pm and I'll go for CCA, thinking, 'Great I can finally take my time to go home and slow down my pace of life'.

I'll probably read the outdated magazines TIME has constantly sent me week after week later, and will probably lie on my bed watching videos from the Touch and then stare at the ceiling till I fall asleep.

Aah, what a blissful feeling.

Fridays are the best days of the week! Followed by Saturdays, although it's mugging day but at least I get to enjoy the confinements of my home. I like it! (:

Mm I feel like having a Caramel Frappe Grande.

edit/ Uh, what's the ongoing hype about Facebook? I just spent my last hour surfing it, and I realised that many are actively using it! Weird applications which are hard to figure out, a fairly awkward navigation method. Oh well no to socialising networks for now, I need to mug and mug and mug. I'll curl up in my hole and watch videos, read magazines, sleep, walk around aimlessly outside...just not socialise. Goodbye.

8:32 PM

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Time-out.

If we need a break, do we just eat Kit-Kat and go, "Aah, this is really good therapy"?

If Labour Day was to allow people to take a day off from working, then why did I spend my morning doing PW, half of my afternoon doing Econs essay, and the rest studying for Chem test?

Life's like that.

Last night, I was ultimately exhausted. Whilst at Hougang Mall with Yiwei and Jenny, my mind felt like it was already switched off, i.e. I was literally a walking zombie. (BTW I didn' really like the thick Mango Pomelo with Sago dessert I had although I love mangoes) I dropped into deep sleep at 9.30pm right after dinner, with my alarm set at 11 pm because I wanted to do Econs essay.

...

Startled, I woke up. It was already 8.05am. Damn, late for group meeting and didn't wake up at 11pm to do my essay! ): Did my alarm even ring at 11pm?!

After doing PW, I headed home, showered and started on my essay. Soon enough, my mom called me down for lunch and I promptly fell asleep on the couch after lunch for another hour, missing online group meeting once again. Ugh I hate PW.

If it weren't for Chem test tomorrow, I would have slept the day away at home after the meeting. Unfortunately, schedules are meant to clash. As Labour Day suggests, free from labour. But I was entirely engaged in mind-boggling activities the whole day, resulting in a headache now. Feels a bit like the stretching of nerves, I think it's similar to Zhiqian's headaches. I'm not stressed though, but I feel like having more sleep. Say, 12 more hours? If only tomorrow was a Saturday...unfortunately not.

Anyway good news of the week: Our proposal was selected for Xperience 2008!

It's cool to be able to organise a school-wide event. We'll do a good job, I hope.

Now, how am I going to balance all of that work, from school work, to CO practices/open house, to tennis trainings, to radrubbish, to Xperience, and probably tuitions.

Time is the only factor I'm racing against.

7:15 PM

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Felicia studied in Dunman High School, loves elmo, is a major drama addict and is a cake lover. She has quit coffee even though she loves it.